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03 March 2010 @ 12:06 am
Crying, once again.  
I seriously need to stop literally crying over the most stupid things -.-

okay so if none of you have known, I actually just moved in january and am back in my old school district, but my last school moved so slow, that my new school is a good 100 pages or more ahead in the txt book, so in all my classes i have to make up all the missing work and learn all of them, while doing the work im getting everyday. I can't handle that much work, i really cant. and if someone gives me that "if you apply yourself" shit, imma stab you with a fork, because that shit dont work.

anyways, today it finally cracked on me, im way to overwhelmed with work that i actually started to cry when i couldnt do this one thing in chemistry, which is stoichiometry. other than that, i also have a late project due in 2 days that i got an extension on because i told my teacher about my situation, and i have a drivers ed project due soon also, and i need to learn a kajillion units in world history before friday so i can take the midterm, and all this shit i dont need in my life just crushing me.

I hate school and the educational system, i dont care how hard you have it, and dont try and compare and compete with me, I'm REALLY not in the mood to banter and bitch.

anyways, sorry f-list friends for all these bombardments of emo/pissed off posts lately. due to the fact i lack any other sort of output for my emotions, this is the only thing. and i havent been writing fics lately because, well, *points up*

anyways im blowing off all this stuff because I absolutely dont give a damn anymore.
ロケーション/Location: World of Sadness
ムード/Mood: pissed offpissed off
音楽/Music: Kanjani∞ - Osaka Rainy Blues
Nishi ☆彡: 侑李✖涼介 ●ryuuseicomplex on March 3rd, 2010 11:43 am (UTC)
*hugs tight* ♥
한 태욱hotarumyst on March 4th, 2010 01:14 am (UTC)
/hugshugshugs ;______;

good luck with everything dear. i know it's tempting to just want to give up, but keep going, and you'll get through it. :)

school is a bitch. i feel you there, man. ):